I pulled this card as a way of focusing away from my anxiety. This card is supposed to highlight imagination and daydreaming as a way of indirectly finding out your heart's desires and also allowing you to relax. I find myself having severe social phobia the likes of which I haven't had for quite a while. I know it's because of my daughter's upcoming school entry at the end of next month. The idea of interacting with a group of people or institution of any sort sounds repellent to me and puts my fight or flight mode into high gear. I am trying not to allow myself to go there. I guess this is one possible antidote to that fear, although I don't know if it'll be effective enough...I feel pretty tense.
Take a moment to allow your focus to soften. Let the images, sounds, feelings and smells flow to you.
I've noticed that when I try to relax the feelings that surface are generally NOT pleasant, which makes me resistant to relaxing. I know that whatever feelings I have need to be expressed, but I have to say that my innate hedonism doesn't particularly want to go there. For me, this exercise feels like a massive hangover of pent-up negative feelings and fears...ewwww.